#yagurl rants

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please be safe out there my lovelies. share this to anyone you know, please. im a minor, and i wouldn't have figured out half as many things i know if i didn't have the internet.

i wouldn't know much about self care.

i wouldn't know much about mental health

i wouldn't know about the importance of self love

i wouldn't know about gaza

i wouldn't know where i would call for a suicide line

i wouldn't know who i am, and how comfortable i am with my gender and sexuality

i wouldn't know those dumb facts that people love to hear me think about.

i wouldn't know about fanfiction

i wouldn't know how important it is to keep a fandom growing.

i wouldn't know a healthy way of expressing myself rather than bursting in anger and crying myself to sleep.

i wouldn't have the same mind set if i never had the internet to begin with.

I would be taken more advantage of, moreso for my age and my past tolerance for things.

I would assume horrible things and believe anything that anyone would tell me

I would be so depressed, being on my own as an online student.

Id hate the world for the situations id put myself in.

id probably resort to addiction, or self harm.

or even worse, suicide.

This place is so important to me. You guys are so important to me. So instead of just saying no, lets tell them why! lets tell them the effects this may have on teenagers like me! lets give them an alternative for a better Internet!!

(btw if that didn't didnt move u or smt, the bill is unconstitutional. it violates our right of free speech,. especially if the government doesn't like it. imagine a site vouching for fair practices, and being erased and blocked simply because the government wants to. imagine your safe place being blocked just because it was deemed "inappropriate for minors", even when determining the things that are appropriate for certain people is a whole spectrum in itself. and guess what, that's for the parents to decide!! not the damn government. if not for me, or yourself, then do it to spite the gov! anarchy bitch!!)

@/anyone you want to know!!, please!!!

@radicallxser @actuallyacerrr @amorvincitomnia-14 @acutiewithagun @aggressiveanon @tmnt-shitposting @thealphagirl @oleander-nin @spongejuice @shittyutmv @saltydoesstuff @fluffyr0cky @finleyforevermore @f1oricide @kittykittyanon @lykaios2 @lexiechr @ziipzeepzop-eez @mingthegod @aimasup

if you couldn't tell, these are the people i follow. these are some of the people who helped me see a better life. these are the people who i look up to, who i admire, and love with will my heart despite not seeing each other face to face.

I have about 80 followers.

These are the people who found me and decided to give me a follow. even if they dont look at my works, or are even to scared to interact with me, they still follow me because i impacted them in some way.

i would like to tell you all thank you, and your welcome.

❤️❤️❤️

[itsyagurlchip]

wanna know what would be crazy? if at the end of hazbin hotel, they give us alastor's last name.

like, most people would assume that his last name is "Hartfelt" or "Altruist" because of the last episode (and head cannons but its whatever.) but istg if it's something basic like "William" or "White" I am shitting myself.

i think it would feel shocking but expected when we hear it too. because, in many cultures, giving your full name to any kind of being is very dangerous. do you think that's why alastor mostly sticks to titles? he had some kind of access to voodoo in the living world after all-(from what I can remember) so him not sharing his full name to anyone is to be expected.

but if he does have a lame lastname it would be so fucking funny because of the expectation that his status holds.

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[itsyagurlchip]

i like how the internet lets us use our voice. but, its like the world isn't even listening sometimes.

we reach out, only to get ignored. lots of things cant change because of this, and its disheartening.

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while the internet does give us a sense of anonymity that protects us, it also gives people permission to do asshole shit.

but on the other hand- that the internet allows us to dig into the past, whether recent or late. but most people on it lack the information a simple google search can give.

[itsyagurlchip]

my bio, the pinned page i mean, has some updated things about me-

im starting to think im ace *gasp* but i still feel romantic feelings when i see ppl

so biro ace? idk- if that makes sense-

no explanation. haha- u thought i was gonna go on a rant like i usually do

NOT TODAYYYYY 😂🫵🏾🫵🏾🫵🏾🫵🏾

(naw but fr- this is something that im still figuring out about myself, and its a bit mind boggling for me at the same time.

but kindly, its non of ur business n e wayz so 🧍🏾‍♀️🦶🏽🦶🏽🦶🏽)

[itsyagurlchip]

i feel like there will always be an asshole on some part of the internet, in some part of the world. ive accepted that.

my question is; why do you choose to be this way? if you know it's wrong, to the point where it could ruin your career, and how people see you in the near future, why do it?

and even worse when they "try" to redeem themselves and end up doing it again. just don't fucking do it.

i really do want to believe that the world will get better- but seeing all of these dangerous and harmful people popping up from the shadows is making me think otherwise. worst part is; they mask themselves to be some kind of person who has morals. but clearly, from your past actions, you seem to be lacking in that department.

[itsyagurlchip]

ik it was only abt 100 words

but those words were good words

im clawing at the air rn

im tearing up, i worked so hard to try and wrap it up and the damn draft didnt save

FUCK

[itsyagurlchip]

i gotta say- the worst things ive done to harm somebody was wring my sister's neck out. over smt dumb 💀

i dont really remember, cuz when i get emotional i repress it often.

she had marks on her neck for a week. mostly because i was clawing at her too.

i remember just sitting ontop of her back, angry tears in my eyes, and just going for it.

my mind was 'fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it' and i just went at it. my parents had to pull me off and distance me in my room for a few days because i wouldn't just stop at all.

my sister now has a fight-flinching problem now. so everytime her reflexes kick in, she ends up punching someone or kicking them.

worst part is, i didn't regret it at all in the moment, but tears were running from my eyes.

but we're besties now 💕😋😘🤪🤪💕🤪 /srs

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you see, when I hide things I leave no trace. even for smart ppl like me so I can't find it. I'll put it in the most insane and annoying place ever, but something you wouldn't think of. something that you think wouldn't even need to check. 🤓

so I looked one more time where I had placed it, "haha, funny if I found it here!" and I turned. specifically 33° to the right. I saw a pair of jeans in the corner of my bathroom. wtf??I don't leave clothes in the bathroom so I found that funny.I CHECKED THE POCKETS. "I wonder if my fav pen is in here" and sure enough the exact amount I was looking for was inside OF. THE. FUCKIN. JEANS.

and then, like some shitty alpha beta movie, I gained my memories back. turns out, before my trip, I PLACE THE MONEY IN THE JEANS- and thought 'itll be safe here while I'm gone'.

I feel like a criminal master mind with the way I be finding my shit in random places, to then soon find out I put it there. help.

I'm tired

my money is missing but I'm too tired to mind it. gn y'all.

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I am a minor, so I cannot stress this enough. If you are a porn blog, generally inappropriate things on your page, or have anything 18+ around me enough to where I can find it, please don't interact with me in any way. Only my mutuals can personally message me. Another warning: I block people who look like bots. Change your blog before following me <3

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(･ω･)つ you are pro-israel

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(･ω･)つ you like spreading hate for no reason

(･ω･)つ you don't listen the words "STOP' "NO" and "LEAVE ME ALONE"

(･ω･)つ you override your opinions over others

(･ω･)つ or simply all of the above.

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Respect my boundaries. Or not, either way I still have the power to block and report <33

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[itsyagurlchip]

when mikey created that portal to the past, do you guys think he had to think about that day?

to actually create that portal i mean. in movies, or at least from what i know, you have to think of a location before traveling towards it.

and that was almost 20 years ago...

and since its hard to recall something after seeing it so much, i think future Mikey has some major trauma. and it might be because he is the youngest, he wasnt able to do anything.

in the movie, Mikey was really only used for comic relief(which worked) but we all know that the funniest people are only funny because- of well, experience!!

do you think that we could've seen more build up for the krang in season 3? i know some episodes were gonna be Mikey centered.

we got episodes of the boys, and their place on the team, hell, even april and splinter had one. the episode that Mikey had explaining his place, was that he was babied.

what if Mikey was babied in the future as well? ESPECIALLY because the krang were fighting at full force?

So that brings me to my earlier point. As donnie explains, as well as quantum physics, there are multiple time branches. anything could've happened that day.

what if, on that day, for future Mikey, he was held back because he was the youngest. or even worse, what if he wasn't present at all (considering the dangers of the situation i mean)...

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and he still thinks about it 20 years after...new york doesn't even look the same. but he remembers it all.

its ingrained into his brain to the point where he doesn't even think twice about the location, the time, hell, even how close he located the portal or April's college!

*me finding it too suspicious of how quick casey was able to find them and doesn't shrug it off as plot armor.*

[itsyagurlchip]

i have an art wip I was working on-

for that event I'm planning

and I don't think it'll be finished, sadly. I finished the sketch and it's in the middle of lining. I think it's the longest I've ever "consistently" worked on an art piece.

but I got my tablet taken away, and I'm really sad that I won't able to finish it.

it was a fizzmodeus scene with my self oc inserted, they were all dancing and having fun.

and dear god- I used SO many references to get the hands right.

and it's making me sad

I was really excited and looking forward to finishing it.

I think I want to cry right now, but my body won't let me.

I only made one other piece of art (which I am not going to spoil) and I wanted them both to go at the start of the queue

FUCK

I hate it when my self made schedule I tell no one about gets interrupted

I really want to share it with you all, but I'm afraid when I get back to it, I won't like it as much as I did while I was working on it.

and it'll feel like I'm forcing myself on an unwanted project.

booop

[itsyagurlchip]

(tw; heavy vent, may delete later)

i understand you love me, and put a lot of love, work, and care into me, the family, yourself.

its just that sometimes i feel like you expect too much of me. (despite me doing the bare minimum almost everyday.)

i know that i can be a great person, but have you considered whether i wanted to be? i mean, you can analyze my words everytime we argue, but you cant seem to understand me.

which is fine. im very flexible. its probably why i disappoint you and so many people often.

i want to be a great person, i swear! i want to be someone who leaves an imprint not only in the world, but people's hearts. but i want to be a kid first.

i dont want to think about business. i know i have to plan out my future, but can that wait a little longer? perhaps when 'im grown' or 'i wont need you anymore'?

when 'ill miss you when you 're gone' or I think to myself, 'damn you were right'

and taking things away from me wont make it better. because 'i think im slick' and 'i dont understand because im a little girl'.

not saying this but i pretty much am; please just stop and listen, just listen.

i cant help but think you victimize yourself everytime we argue, but i do understand that you need to let yourself rest. you need a break with no worries, i see how hard you work, and how strong your emotions are.

just because the thoughts you have about me are negative, doesn't necessarily make them true, you of all people should know that. i dont hate you, and i dont wish to make you mad.

sometimes the things you say make me question if you even wanted me or not. i understand that i am your child, and i should respect you. but then again you chose to have me. having me meant losing so many things, but you chose the risk. its hard work because thats how life is, and you have to find a way to deal with it. your life will never be the same as it was 'back in your day' because you understood what it meant to bring a life into this world.

so please, stop acting like you hate it so much, or disown me.

well dam, that was deep. i prolly do need a therapist, yikes! idk bout yall, but it seems like a lot of people around me have been taking a negative turn, and i just want to remind you guys that there is someone who cares!

there is someone who loves you with all of their heart and soul. even if they struggle to show it.

another reason you should take care of yourself actually! how can you feel your best when do you dont look/smell the best?

jump in that tub stinky >n<

go drink some water, figure out how to make your favorite meal, find a pretty hairstyle to try out yourself, or simply listen to some of your favorite tracks as you trail off to the world of unconsciousness.

i love you <333 gn, have a wonderful dream :)

[itsyagurlchip]

tw vent, trauma that most likely didn't happen, thoughts in general

sometimes I actually do wonder if I have trauma bc I repress feelings often, especially when I feel like I have to cry. I also have a hard time remembering memories from when I was 12 and younger.

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am I the main character about to unlock a big part of her story 😦😦😮🦅🦅🦅(/jjjjjj)

naw but fr tho. in most situations I do remember crying, it's because of small situations caused by me. so either I was a very emotionally vulnerable child, and someone broke my trust so much that I didn't want to remember it, or I saw myself as too emotional because of peer pressure.

I mean either two make sense

or I'm just really good at self sabotage. I'm glad I'm self aware (most of the time) because it makes me wonder. I wouldn't say I'm deep in depression, but I do have some form of it. my procrastination keeps getting worse, and I just sit there. not caring at all. something is wrong with me, and I know it, because I'm not the same person I was a year ago.

I cant push myself the way I need to, my brain shuts down for the day and just consumes media. and my fucking ANXIETY. that shit is invisible and I don't even notice it until I'm finished with being anxious.

its like my thoughts will spiral, but I personally do not care. and I'm not sure what to think about it. there will be moments where I'm like "hey get this done, or this, this, and this, mixed with your worst nightmares will happen" and then I'll be like "lmao ok *lays down for the next 3 hours*"

and while on the outside I'm panicking, fidgeting, and crying, somewhere deep inside of me just doesn't. care. one. bit. and I'm not sure what to do about that. ill say I got shit to do, and get none of it done.

oh shit, it's 29 degrees F outside 😭😭